Swirling in a vortex
Pushed by the current
Automatic
The easy way out
There's surfing (riding the wave), and there's bailing (getting beat up by the wave)...
...then there's what I'm doing (walking by the shore, but imagining that I'm trying to surf)
Tentative
Testing waters
Testing testing testing testing
Must test.
Can't stop testing.
Stopping every few seconds to see if it's alright to conitnue
Being skeptical about whether it's working
Temptation to be a skeptic
Already know that can easily be distracted
Already know that can fail at reading
Already know that can fail at reading aloud
That those things are possible
Therefore I should fear them
I should
What if
What if...
What if...
What if
What if.
What......if....
Worrry worry whirlpool
Imagine you're in a room with no windows or doors and no oxygen to breathe. You are suffocating. How do you get out?
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